Before you realize
that your real eyes
are in the heart of someone else
drums in that beating chest
inhaling the love
exhaling the anger
putting the me in mend
putting the she in shed
which explains all she did because of
you
and your reasons to neglect
her pain.
You put the so in sorrow
which explains how she felt because of
you
and your reasons to drive her insane.
You chose her path, put the no in
innocence
so now she has no innocence
the spark of love you feel for her is
erased
by the bitter taste
you put in her mouth, with every hit
a tear you paste
streaming from her eyes down to her
waist
but, she loves you with every artery
your ugly heart, she does not see
infatuation clouds her ability
to notice that all you cause is misery
I am not being funny
do you see a smile
you put the cross, in across,
her face a frown.
You say you know her
when you don't even know that the he in
her,
is you. Her mind filled with thoughts
of the day you realize
that your real eyes are in her heart
and that your whole being
is tucked safely in a pocket of hope
right behind the country of hurt
to which you are the king
you say you know her
when you don't even know that the man
in woman
is you. Her mind filled with thoughts
of the day you catch her heart before
it shatters
the day you fix the crack in her skull
caused by
man, caused by you.
She sits by the sofa
watching the rain
wishing that it could wash away her
past
wishing that this feeling of
tranquility will last
but Bam! Goes the door and reality
sinks in
she has to face, your face
tell you for the thousand and something
time
that she loves you
and for the thousand and something time
you don't care.
She has nightmares of her memories
of how you put the pain in painted
which explains how her mind is painted
with you
but yet again...you don't care
this hatred you wear
across your shoulders
like an armor
waiting for a fight, for a reason to
raise your fist
and say ''I don't care''
but even when you do this
she still looks into your soul
not at the sole of your shoe
with which you kick
her leaving her lungs gasping for air
but even with that teaspoon she has
she manages to share
that she's going nowhere
this life she will bare
no matter how unfair
she knows that somewhere
over the moon
she will be happy again
spread her wings
it may not be soon
but things take time
like a butterfly leaving it's cocoon
she will be reborn
and on that day, like the ocean kissing
the shoreline
you will kiss her jawline
but she will show you her waistline
the scar you left
will be your guideline
to remembrance of how she was your
sunshine
but it will be too late
she'll be gone, past the moonlight
further than your eyesight
and like a deer in the headlight
you will be stuck
stuck in your lime lite
and that twilight
will mark the beginning of a new life
to which you won't be a part of
but now that you don't know your future
you continue to cheat her
and she continues to be a dreamer
planning her escape
like the little girl she knew she was
before her life came to a pause
before her wishes were scattered like
jigsaws
before her dreams were cut by handsaws
you say you know her
when you don't even know that the lad
in lady
is you. She says she knows you
but that I believe, yes that is true
from the lines on your palm
to the joints in your arm
from the hair on your head
to your anger filled skin
when it's red
she studies you
you are her subject
making sure she knows you perfect
making sure your her only object
this state she's in is that of madness
you don't know this
she's a good actress
the love she has for you is priceless
she can't live without you
she can't live with you either
which is why when your not looking
she grabs it from the bed
aims it at her leg
changes her mind, her head instead
''say a little prayer darling''
the last words she said
she pulled the trigger
boom! Bloodshed
she was dead.